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Wednesday, 14 October 2009

  • I am a broken girl.

    I am.

    I am broken, and I am ashamed.
    I am not worthy of some things, and I feel like
    I am at fault for others.

    I can ask for forgiveness. I have asked.
    I am forgiven, but I still feel unworthy.
    I am still broken.

    It's been almost two years now.
    I am probably never going to forgive myself;
    I am probably never going to be forgiven by others --
    I am forgiven religiously, however.

    I am still broken.
    There is no worse feeling in the world and
    I am ashamed; empty.

    Empty but full at the same time;
    I am hiding.

    I am still a broken girl, and I will be until I can forgive myself.
    I will always be unworthy.

Thursday, 09 April 2009

  • Currently
    Room for Squares
    By John Mayer
    Why, Georgia?
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    It's been a while since I've hacked my way through the jungle of words and things that have been stored in my mind. Sometimes I find it rather difficult to explain the way I have been thinking and feeling, and when I cannot express myself, it's rather unnerving. I've been looking for something, for a long time now, it seems, and I feel like I am on the brink of discovery. See, this is one of those things I have a difficult time describing.

    I wrote, quite some time ago, about how I would like to live my life as a question mark. I explained all of the other punctuation marks, and ultimately came to the conclusion that living my life as a question mark would be the most fulfilling and gratifying experience I could possibly give myself and others who join me.  I feel as though I have been living the true life of a question mark lately.

    I have done so many new things, and met so many new people, and learned so much. I am living a fulfilling life. Of course, I do have problems, and everyone does...I just choose not to let those things get to me for the better part of my day, week, month, year, whichever. I have learned to appreciate the beauty in nature more than ever, to accept my flaws and appreciate what I have been given, and to be happy with the simple life. I am happy with the simple life, and I am not looking for anything more. As I said before, I know what I want. It's just a matter of getting there now.

    Go see what I've been up to:  www.flickr.com/tabithakristine

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Sunday, 01 February 2009

Tuesday, 13 January 2009

  • I know what I want.

    I want a house. A lake house in the mountains.
    It doesn't have to be BIG or anything, but a good size for a family.

    I want to be happy, and I want my family to be happy.

    I want to live off the land, and support myself,
    and teach others how to do that, so they don't have to
    rely on the faulty government, or anyone else for that matter.

    I want my children to be educated,
    but more importantly, I want them to be cultured.
    I want them to understand that some people are different
    and do things differently, but that doesn't mean you
    don't have to show them respect.

    I want to travel a lot, and I want to do what I love.

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