Wednesday, 14 October 2009

• I am a broken girl.

  I am.
  
  I am broken, and I am ashamed.
  I am not worthy of some things, and I feel like
  I am at fault for others.
  
  I can ask for forgiveness. I have asked.
  I am forgiven, but I still feel unworthy.
  I am still broken.
  
  It's been almost two years now.
  I am probably never going to forgive myself;
  I am probably never going to be forgiven by others --
  I am forgiven religiously, however.
  
  I am still broken.
  There is no worse feeling in the world and
  I am ashamed; empty.
  
  Empty but full at the same time;
  I am hiding.
  
  I am still a broken girl, and I will be until I can forgive myself.
  I will always be unworthy.
  
  

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